Why Can't I Feel It?

After 18 weeks all I want to do is feel something moving in there. I know the second I say that, I'll start to feel it way more than I want to or need to but right now, I just want to feel something distinct. I want to know what I'm feeling is a kick, move, or punch. Come on baby mac, you can do it!!

Two weeks from now we'll be able to stop calling this renter Baby Mac. We should know the sex which means we can finalize names. I can't wait. Then it's off to do more shopping.

We're back in Indy this week which means working out will be minimal. It's a good thing we have a sporting event to participate in all day Friday. Too bad the only thing that I'll burn is probably my face. Bocce doesn't really require massive amounts of energy.

S went and looked at a new Ford Explorer that came in today. The problem with this one was it's color - Red. He said it was more brick red than fire engine red but I've never been a huge fan of red. I don't know if I can get past that. I know, I'm such a girl. The other thing was it had features we didn't want therefore don't feel the need to pay for. It had every feature possible: navigation, DVD, automated running boards and a V8 engine. I guess we'll head there when I get back to take another look at it but I'm not convinced it's the right one. Stupid car dealers!

Week 18 Starting Soon and SICK!!!

The one thing I don't need right now is to get sick since there's nothing I can take to make it go away. As I'm getting bigger, sicker isn't something I want to add to it.

I am excited to head home tomorrow. It feels like forever since I've been there. For those that don't know I'm pregnant it will be fun to watch reactions.

Week 17 wasn't too bad otherwise. I got a few good workouts in but I am starting to find that my workout clothes aren't fitting well. I think the running shorts are going to have to be retired for running pants or yoga pants. They just aren't appealing but what is right now?

I keep waiting for more definitive kicks or punches from within but haven't felt anything yet. Maybe next week. According to my book, it should be anytime now.

Next week I've got my third doctor's appointment. I can't believe how fast time is flying. In two weeks we'll know the gender. I can't wait. I can only imagine how fast summer is going to go with shopping for baby stuff, preparing for J and N's wedding and my multi-million dollar project at work implementing in August. I guess I timed this baby pretty well. When I go on maternity leave in October, the project should just be winding down.

S and I went to look for a new car. We loved the Ford Explorer Eddie B addition. It had all the fun gadgets and I felt tall and safe in it, not that I don't in my Volvo but I miss my Xterra. There's a new one coming in on Monday. S is going to go take a look at it for us and we may buy it next week. Yeah!!

The 17th Week is Underway

So we've started into the 17th week and the book says the little one is the size of my palm and starting to put some body fat on this week. Anytime now I'm also supposed to start feeling some movement. I can't imagine what that's going to feel like. I still just think I'm getting fat. It's still weird to think there's a baby in there.

I added a couple more things to the registry and got a few suggestions at the baby centered events we attended this weekend. I had a baby shower for a good friend then a child's second birthday party. Wouldn't you know, the second I settle on a stroller, I get a new suggestion from some avid triathletes. It's called the Chariot and is said to be the best thing ever. So I did some research and it is pretty awesome. It can even convert into a bike trailer. It sounds like I can take a closer look at them at the bike shop I got my bike at. That registry I started may be changing soon.

I do think I've found something that I would consider an adverse effect of being pregnant. I get car sick really easily. One our way home from Scott's parents I couldn't kick the feeling. Luckily we made it home before anything bad happened but it's still frustrating.

Good Bye Zzzz's

I know it's not the worst it's going to be but getting a good, full night sleep is not as easy as it used to be. I'm a side sleeper and use to love sleeping with a pillow under my head, one between my knees and holding another (better known as the "puffy pillow" even though it's not so puffy anymore). Last night it occurred to me that sleeping on my side now is bothering my back because the added weight in the front is pulling down more than it use to causing more stress on my back. I know realize why some pregnant woman like sleeping on the couch. You feel like you need to be propped up. I tried putting a pillow behind me too and that didn't work very well. So this battle will continue, so nights I'll win, others nights, my belly will get the best of me. I can't wait for the next 24 weeks!

I also started the registry online today. I figured it would help me ease into this process. I only registered for a few things that I knew without a doubt that I'd want. So for example a jogging stroller and car seat. In my mind, they are both necessities. I'm a little disappointed that I didn't get the BOB stroller but it didn't work with the Chico car seat. So I settled on the Summit, which looks equally impressive and reviews are good.


Other than those two things, I haven't done much more with it. Baby Steps (how appropriate)!

16 Weeks...

This weekend was Mother's Day which did seem to have a new dynamic this year. Not that I'm a full fledged mother yet, I did receive some Mother's To Be cards which were fun and eye opening. Like I said, sometimes, I just fee like I'm getting big but this weekend really made me realize that it's WAY more than that.

Maybe it will sink in more when I'm able to feel him/her which should be in just another couple weeks. But I swear last night, as I laid very still in bed, I could feel something that was either digestion occurring or the faintest of movements. What is exciting about this week is that Baby Mac can start to hear and comprehend voices. So I guess I better stop singing in the car when I'm by myself for fear of nauseating him/her. I can't wait for 4 weeks to pass, then we'll know what we're having and can stop using both genders.

I should have another great week of workouts. No travel again this week means frequent trips to the gym and attendance in Spinning class. I'd like to go to the pool but don't think I have a swim suit that fits anymore and something about wearing a bikini to do laps feels strange.

Moving Right Along

So another nice week at home has passed and I'm happy to report no major issues with the pregnancy. Baby and I have been able to do some cooking, working out and general relaxing. We are now officially one month away from finding out the sex and recently my "gut" has shifted from thinking it's a boy to a girl. I guess we'll find out on June 7th but right now, I'm calling it a she. Don't ask me why.

I've also been introduced to a couple blogs that have and will hopefully keep providing plenty of motivation and support because they are by women who have similar interests, are at similar points in life and somehow managed to keep it all balanced. You should check them out too:

1.http://elizabethfedofsky.blogspot.com/

2. Jen Harrison

Mother's Day is this weekend and it will be the last time that I'm celebrating for others and not with. It will feel like I'm part of a special elite group. :)

Things Are Starting To Get Frustrating

So a couple things have started lately that really drive me nuts.

1. Unsolicited comments about my size. It's not anything negative but to someone who works so hard, it's still hard to accept that I'm going to grow. I'm dealing with it but it doesn't help to hear these remarks. So..here's a hint..if you see me, feel free to ask about pregnancy, ask how far along I am but leave it at that. If I'm bigger than you expect, please just make keep it to yourself. Thanks.

2. Relentless Need to Pee. When we go to the gym, I go straight to the restroom, then hit the treadmill. After 5 minutes, I have to go AGAIN. So now my 30-40 minute run takes so much longer. I'm happy that I can still spin without it being an issue but running is frustrating. Come on kid, just let me run.

So that's it. My rant. I'm hoping this is just a mood swing but I feel better letting it out. Ok, I'm heading to bed.

I Guess I'm Feeling More Responsible

So I made a decision this weekend that less about me and more about Baby Mac. I chose not to travel to Champaign to run the half marathon. I was ready but with the threat of rain and me just getting over a cold of some sort I didn't want to run in the rain and risk getting sick again. You're welcome Baby. If I weren't pregnant, I wouldn't have thought twice about it. I've run in the rain many times.

I had a doctor's appointment on Friday which was literally a 15 minute visit. I heard the heartbeat, asked some questions and took off. He also poked around a little bit and it was so weired to hear him say.."Well, there he is" as he was poking at my stomach. That was a little crazy to hear. I still feel like I"m just getting fat. :) It probably doesn't help that I've had none of the usual symptoms. Although I have benefited up top. I've had to purchase larger bras and my sports bras actulaly serve a purpose now. It's been enlightening. I'll miss these when they're gone.

I also had to go into Babys'R'Us this weekend to purchase a shower gift. I don't know why but I walked into that place and instantly wanted to turn right around and walk out. I don't know if it's the people or what but I just wanted to get out of there. I guess it's inevitable that we have to go in there but I'll be waiting till the last minute or doing as much of it online as possible.

Week 15 should be a good week. Another full week at home and I'll get to cook dinner, go to the gym and just generally have a good week. We're also just over a month away from finding out the sex. That will be an amazing day. It will also mean we can start looking for baby stuff.